https://justmepaelsa.blogger.de/ ..Gedankenfetzen aufgeschrieben Blogger.de paelsa 2020-04-27T16:01:51Z en hourly 1 2000-01-01T00:00:00Z https://justmepaelsa.blogger.de/stories/2765678/ Warum ist es manchmal so schwer sich selbst zu lieben? Sich selbst genug zu sein? Warum denke ich, dass es sich nicht lohnt, mir etwas leckeres, aufwändiges zu kochen, wenn ich es doch mit niemandem teilen kann. Warum fühlt sich das verschwendet an? Aber warum bin ich mir nicht genug? Warum bin ich mir selbst nicht genug wert um einfach dieses leckere und aufwändige Essen zu kochen. Warum tu ich mich so schwer mir selbst etwas Gutes zu tun, nur bei anderen nicht? Warum fällt es... Blogger.de paelsa Copyright © 2020 paelsa 2020-04-27T16:01:51Z https://justmepaelsa.blogger.de/stories/2764337/ Ich glaube ich habe mich selbst durchschaut, in einem Moment der Traurigkeit ist mir das alles klar geworden. Warum ich so bin.. dass "kindness" und Nächstenliebe so mein Ding sind, ich auf Ehrlichkeit stehe, manchmal so soft bin und es mir zur Aufgabe gemacht habe Liebe und Herzlichkeit wie Konfetti zu verteilen, jedenfalls an den meisten Tagen. Vermutlich, weil ich mir das genauso wünsche. Diese Dinge sind meine Währung. Die Idealvorstellung, dass das Geben und Nehmen, die Interaktion... Blogger.de paelsa Copyright © 2020 paelsa 2020-04-19T14:37:25Z https://justmepaelsa.blogger.de/stories/2723665/ If I wouldn't care, it wouldn't be me.. Blogger.de paelsa Copyright © 2019 paelsa 2019-05-13T23:36:55Z https://justmepaelsa.blogger.de/stories/2723263/ there's a flower growing out of my heart, one which is soaked in all the colors there's spring right in my soul, one which is loud and beautiful there's a field of flowers in my head, it tells me to just, let myself fall right into it there're bees flying up and down in my stomach all the time and there's the sun, touching my face with its sunbeams, keeping me gigging april'19 Blogger.de paelsa Copyright © 2019 paelsa 2019-05-09T22:54:53Z https://justmepaelsa.blogger.de/stories/2723261/ feeling lost like in an ocean an ocean full of emotions and otherwise there's nothing swimming, close to drowning being helpless, searching around for something to hold onto, just to get out of that endless ocean I am lost in myself, feel like I am drowning, in myself looking for a hand to hold, for my own only I can get myself out of here into a nicer place a place where I know who I am a place where I know what I want in life march'19 Blogger.de paelsa Copyright © 2019 paelsa 2019-05-09T22:50:35Z https://justmepaelsa.blogger.de/stories/2723259/ I always held you close close to my heart and I wrapped my arms around you I loved you with all the love I had I loved you so much that it hurt I appreciated you in a way, which is hard to explain and so I appreciated every moment that I spent with you and I imagined so many times that this could be the last wonderful moment and appreciated it many times more I really wanted to make all these wonderful moments to last forever and they will, in my memories I won't forget I won't forget any... Blogger.de paelsa Copyright © 2019 paelsa 2019-05-09T22:45:41Z https://justmepaelsa.blogger.de/stories/2723255/ I miss you even though I don't really know you that good, but still, I miss you I miss your smell, your warming heat, I miss your nearness, your kind smile and I miss your laugh, I miss being being close to you, to lay inside of your arms, I miss feeling safe in your hands I miss talking to you and to be on the same wavelength I miss looking into your eyes, I just miss you Almost every single minute… could this be wrong? Blogger.de paelsa Copyright © 2019 paelsa 2019-05-09T22:39:11Z Search this site: q https://justmepaelsa.blogger.de/search